I tend to lose meself in thing these day's. Lost in a book, a movie, the car, a song. The other night about 11pm I went out for a walk in the park, after a bit I sat down on a swing and got lost in random unimportant but interesting thought the next thing I knew it was 2am. Not that it matter'd all that much I had no ware to be, but it brought me to thinking that I am losing to much time in my head. Back to the med's for me. Medication makes me function in reality witch is good, however it also takes away all of my drive to create ANYTHING. Oh well, it is only that I was liking being free of them the last 6 months. Such is life, you can't exist in a world all to you'r self for long before losing you'r self to that world. It is just so damn hard to drage myself from that world I love so much. The medication always makes me a bit dead inside.